Unwritten

It has been awhile since I've written in here. I guess maybe I just haven't felt like talking about what I've been going through... or maybe it is that I have been so confused about what I've been feeling it's been too hard to put in words. For awhile, things were good. I got a job that I didn't hate, decided to make my way back onto the stage by doing a couple shows at HCT, and I was even elected to the Board of Directors. I really felt like I was starting to get to that whole responsible adult place.  And then I lost my job. After struggling for so many months to get one, and then to just lose it without warning... it brought everything crashing down around me. They called me to tell me after I'd left work, while I was on my way to a performance. I got to the theatre early, as usual, and I just laid down on the stage at Longstreet and cried. I remember telling myself that there, in a theatre, that was where I belonged. Maybe not on stage, though I do st...