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Sooo... a Real Update

Okay so I decided to take this time to write a really update, just because I want to, not because anyone really reads this haha.

So, college hasn't exactly been an easy transition. I've been at home for one reason or another every weekend so far. Though, in my defense, only once was because I was homesick. The others were for legitimate reasons. It's been a rough ride. I spend all my spare time pretty much sitting in my dorm room. There are clubs I want to be involved in, but unfortunately I hurt my knee and my movement is restricted for the next 6 weeks which is realllly lame because the two clubs I want to be involved in are dance clubs.

This has been a really bad week. My knee is hurt so it's been hard to get around campus, and I've been soooo frustrated because I've been forced to work with partners or in groups for two major projects this week, and mostly my groups have just sucked and been almost completely unhelpful, and I'm just over it. I'm so glad this week is almost over.

Tim is coming up again tomorrow, and that's good. Tim always knows how to cheer me up. I'm not sure that he realizes how much I miss him when he's gone. Maybe that's unhealthy, idk. I miss Lauren too, oh so much. It has now been over a month since the last time I saw her, and that's really sad :(

Um okay so this is a pretty lame update, but now So you Think you Can Dance is on, so I'm gonna go lol.

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