Unwritten

Wow... it has been quite awhile since I wrote in here, and I was on a roll, too! Ah... well, life happens, doesn't it? Life lately has been busy, challenging, overwhelming, scary, and yet very fulfilling. It has been full of ups and downs, minor freak-outs, major decisions, and lots and lots of laughter. Today, though, I find myself feeling very apathetic about most things, and I've been trying to come up with a reason for why this might be. There are so many things in my life to care about, to be excited about, and yet right now, I feel very detached from the vivid, rich life I have been experiencing since the summer. For the first time the whole school year, I find myself wanting to be home for no reason other than to just be able to be alone. Maybe everything has just piled up and now I'm trying to cope. Or maybe it's because I'm so worried that things are going to fall apart soon and I'm bracing myself. Or maybe, I guess, everyone (especially anyone living w...