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I'm Still Alive!!

So, I have to leave for a jam-packed Monday in approximately 20 minutes. That's enough time to write a blog entry, right? Sure... why not!

Sometimes I am sure people wonder why I go home so much. Yes, my boyfriend lives back home, and I enjoy spending time with him. Yes, I am really close to my mom, and I like to see her. Yes, I have a lot of obligations to the theatre back home. Most of all, though, I think I go home because home is the one place I can just stop running around like a crazy person and stressing about all the things I have to do. Honestly, when I go home, I spend a good portion of my time just laying in bed watching TV, which is something I don't have the luxury of doing here, even on the weekends. And honestly, I don't think there's anything wrong with going home to escape because I know I can relax there and let my mommy take care of me and not worry about my homework or whether or not I'll have time to eat between commitments.

Speaking of eating... I need to go back up some food incase I don't get to come home before rehearsal.

This blog was pretty much useless. Oh well...

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