It is incredible to me how quickly things can change in this life. One hour, I'm feeling like the luckiest girl in the world. The next, I'm left huddled in my bed crying, wondering what went wrong and why I didn't see it. I thought everything was fine, you see. I mean, I knew things weren't perfect, but nothing in life is ever perfect. There is no such thing as a perfect relationship. Sure, for that first month or so it's all butterflies and kisses, but eventually there will be trials and struggles you have to face... together. I thought that was what would happen. I wanted nothing more than for him to tell me what he wanted, to make him happy, to take care of him, to let me love him. I don't mean love, like, the I want to be with you forever kind of love, but just the... caring about someone and wanting to... to make everything good for them kind of love. I just don't understand what was wrong, and maybe I never will. Everyone keeps trying to give me advice...
Today is where your book begins. The rest is still unwritten...